Love---Hate

I have known for some time now that pretty much ALL of my relationships; friendship, family and other are Love/ Hate...But today it kind of hit me how absolutely stupid the HATE part can come about AND the effects that come with it. Today I had two instances. The first one was with Kim, who thinks I'm a bitch because apparently I was, "poking and prodding" her emotions when I asked her why she was getting worked up over a SAD face emicon...Yes you read correctly, a SAD FACE!! And it went on and on and on, and ty is going to tell me that I shouldn't pick on her and I should have just changed the convosation but sometimes u cant actually believe that people take you seriously over a topic of sad faces.

And the second fight today was with my sister, because I said her runners were old, and she should get a new pair. That comment turned into actual fighting which I was blamed for, and she said I had started. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother opening my mouth. Obviously nothing constructive comes out, but then when I don't speak I get the, "what's wrong?", "are you pissed off" blah blah..

I dont hate people, i just get frustrated...difference being, people CAN annoy me, but i can still stand to talk to them. But i'm getting pretty sick of getting frustrated at the same people!!

Love me X